Friends

People change, and I've officially decided that teenagers are the most bi-polar humans on the planet Earth. Yes, I'll admit I have my moments, but come on! Some people are just really insecure and it grosses me out. Why can't you just be loving, and accepting of people as they are? My best friend and I are like not even friends anymore because we're both changing. It's also been hard because all she does is spend time with her boyfriend, and I know for a fact that THAT has changed her. I don't hate her, but I just feel somewhat replaced. I never wanted that to happen. To be replaced by a boy. That's the most painful thing to go through as a friend.


What's really ironic, is that having a best friend is almost like your married. You sometimes have fights, but you get along really well most of the time. Except this relationship I have is an "about to get divorced" kind of friendship. It hurts, it really does. And I can honestly say that there's not a day I don't think about it. It's hard to let go, and just drift away when you want something to get better or work out in the end. So long and farewell, you'll be forever in my heart. Almost like sisters? I don't know, you tell me.